I my mind when I think about how I want to so easily impose my game. Be able to flow from one move to the next and essentially have my partner have no idea on how to keep up. I can imagine myself effortless chaining armbars into sweeps and making it look easy. Move like a butterfly, sting like a bee.
The reality is starkly different.
I’m often jerky and slow. I don’t attack that well. I’m often stuck on my back. I get lazy and start to rest when I should be moving. I can’t get arm bars at all, I’m always out of position. I can’t get chokes, it feels like they are always defending and so much stronger. This can come from just having one or two bad rolls.
It’s funny, if I can’t impose any of my game plan on someone it can be quite deflating. Admittedly I’m not going flat out any more, but still I feel that I should be able to flow and impose a game plan against people going hard.
I feel I have more technical knowledge than most. This comes from knowing all the finer points that most people forget, and I see that they have forgotten in drilling. However I’m struggling translating technical knowledge into ground advantage.
I feel my timing is off. Windows of opportunity are passing me by and I’m just powerless to stop it. This I imagine frustrates a lot of BJJ practitioners. The problem is the other guy (or girl). They are learning too, and I imagine in their own mind would also see themselves as rolling the way I envision I want to roll.
I want to be a butterfly, yet I’m just a slimy slug atm. I know what I want to do, but it’s so far away right now. I guess that’s why I’m liking the going back to basics. Re-assessing everything I know about BJJ.
Hopefully one day I’ll stop being such a slug. For now I have to learn how to quicken my timing to take advantages of tactical errors.
Dan
Training has been going slow and steady for me as of late. I’m just getting back into my old gym and trying to step up in a few areas. One thing I didn’t want this blog to be is a, oh I trained this tonight. I wanted it to be more of a reflective blog about the basics of BJJ. So part of that has seen me go back to the beginner class in an assistant instructor rule. Essentially being someone else’s test dummy.